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Hey Yall! whats up? It's been a long time man!!!! About a year! I was just thinkin ill catch you all up! Well i've got school tom which sucks but ill suck it up. Life's been throwing me some punches but I'm still strong. Since the last time i've written in here i've lost 3 grandparents, and a friend, been through 3 hurricanes, had some fights with the bf, and my dad's cancers back. School pretty much sucks, like always, but im almost outta there! Been working a lot, tues, thurs, sat, sun. I like it sometimes, but im getting the cash. I'm really waiting for next year, 2005! I honestly hope its better, or i'll die! ima write in here as much as i can, but i can't promise anything. Comment if you wish or just catch up with the day to day life of megan darch. later...
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| It's been a long time! |
[24 Sep 2003|08:47pm] |
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hey guys, how have you all been? I've been busy. Went to the drive-tru concert, with Athena, Jen, Dan, and Austin, it was pretty fun. I've been hanging out with Jessica a lot and we have become really closer. I have a long weekend this weeked which is great because I need a break. In October, my family's all going to be down for my grandparents 60th anniversary party. It's gunna be awesome! School sucks a usual. I can't stand some of the guys, but it's ok. I'm dealing. Aiight im boring you so im out! SHOUT OUTS: Shannon, i love you and miss you!!!
xoxo
megs
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| It's been a while... |
[31 Aug 2003|02:32pm] |
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Sorry haven't updated, ive been super busy with school and the fam. Nothing new has happend really, just been doing hw and chores for my grandparents. My uncle was down, but he left today. I miss summer so bad! I want to just be able to chill with Shannon, Jen, Casey, Rock, you know how it was. Its just Shannons in Orlando, Caseys busy so its just like really gay bc i have no one to beat in pool, haha. Well, sorry this is short, talk to you all later, thanks for reading.
xo
megs
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| So I started school |
[19 Aug 2003|08:47pm] |
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I started school a few days ago. it sucks and i hate it. i dont want to go i still want it to be summer. but i guess you have to go through it. i hate my new sched. i have 7 classes a day and that sucks ass. i feel like im back in middle school. you know what else i hate? i had to miss a concert because of school. i hate it and i dont want to go..but i have to. i also hate it when people tell you to pick up your feet, bc i had a rough day i just walk, i mean i dont think about every fuckin step i take i just walk dammit. i drove to school on monday and boy was that fucking awesome knowing that ill be a senior and 2 years and driving this year. i mean i remember being like 10 haha. i mean i passed though the time fast and im hoping thats how my school year will be for the next few years. FLY BY...it better. well im out.
thanks for reading
xoxo
me
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| What if? |
[02 Aug 2003|07:10pm] |
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What if nobody likes me
what if I don't succeed
What if I give it all that I've got
and I still don't got what they need
What if I don't get anywhere at all
Will I consider myself a failure
will I be that small
What if she doesn't like me
what if I'm not her type
What if all the girls that ever like me
Are not the kind of girls that I like
What if I meet the right one and screw it up
Will I consider myself a failure
will I give up
I'm gonna keep trying
getting denied just makes me want it more
I'll keep trying and each time push harder than before
I can't live my life always worried about what if
'Cause what if I die tomorrow
Then I never even lived
What if they don't like me
What if they think I'm a joke
What if they act nice to my face
But they hate me and I don't even know
What if they end up stabbing me in the back
Will I consider myself a failure or will I fight back
I'm gonna keep trying
getting denied just makes me want it more
I'll keep trying and each time push harder than before
I can't live my life always worried about what if
'Cause what if I die tomorrow
Then I never even lived
What if nobody likes me
What if I don’t succeed
What if I give it all that I got
and its not good enough to up lead
What if I don’t get anywhere at all
Would I consider myself a failure
will I be that small
NO
I'm gonna keep trying
getting denied just makes me want it more
I'll keep trying and each time push harder than before
I can't live my life always worried about what if
'Cause what if I die tomorrow
Then I never even lived
I'm gonna keep trying
getting denied just makes me want it more
I'll keep trying and each time push harder than before
I can't live my life always worried about what if
'Cause what if I die tomorrow
Then I never even lived
-Plain White T's
Hey,
Im really starting to like these lyrics, its a good song, after all it is jens journal title. but this is pretty cool, today i went to the mall and i was in victoria secrets and there were these two really hot guys in there bothering the pretty sales lady. i looked over and they were punkish and i was like damn i know them they look very familiar. well jen, shannon you guys missed it, i swere on my life it was dan from static lullaby, mom got a good look at him and then i went online and showed her a picture and she said yep that was him. i was like holy shit haha. but then i went to journeys and they were in there buyin some shoes, i reconized dan but i dunno who the other guy was, he was my size, no no not mike celi!! haha i wish!!!!!!! but they were with this girl with them she short hair but i dont remember seeing her in victoria secrets, i think she was with dan but i dunno. but isnt that fuckin crazy they are all around us!!! sorry you missed it! im like 99% sure it was him, he just looked so familiar but then it hit me that he was deff in a band i saw and i knew it was dan i just knew it. mom said he was scary looking haha shannon. but im out i dont feel good.
xo
megs
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| THEY FLY! |
[25 Jul 2003|10:59pm] |
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tonight i went to the movies, and we were the first ones in there so we go to the very top bc thats the best seat in the house. we are chillen eating and talking when all of a sudden shannon points out these 3 cockroaches, we ran to the bottom haha it was sick! then i told shannon they flew she didnt believe me but then jen and her went to the bathroom and jen came back and said she didnt see shannon in there so we were like good i hope she tells the ppl about it bc its sick! then she comes back with free admission to any other movie we want! it was soo cool, i guess since shes looking mighty fine with those new contacts that the guy must have really liked her..haha i dunno though it was funny yet nasty at the same time, but good thing the movie went well or else they all would have killed me for making them go in the first place. well what movie we all gunna go see now?? haha thanks shannon for a funny night, and remember guys we gotta find out what happend in my damn room! sick nevermind i dont wanna know anymore! im out. bye
megs
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| well i actually made it |
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yesterday, i made it into ny. it was a long trip but wellllllll worth it. the weather is amazing! its 68 and very nice out. last night i tried to catch fire flies! NO SUCH LUCK lol but today im just gunna rest and lay out by the pool. im staying at my aunt and uncles house and its really nice. they have a huge back yard for my dog, a nice pool and hammock, if thats how you spell it. also my uncle is rasing baby brids and they are sooo cute, rocky loves looking into the cage lol. the food here is awesome, last night i had a real new york pizza and it was awesome, also my parents brought me and jen back some goods from the bakery, and boy oh boy were they gooooood! on the way to ny we pulled up to a rest stop and saw a band, they were from like virginia and i dunno who they were, but i personally thought one was cute. haha. anyways, shout out to all my buddies!! hope your all having a great summer! message to shannon: please keep taping, we can't the vcr dosent work at my aunts house, but thats all for now...call me! my phone will be on 24/7 haha hope to hear from you all...ttyl bye bye xoxo--megs
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I hate it when you don't know how another person feels about you. I wish you could just hop into the other person's mind for a day or two to see what they were thinking. I want to know if someone is lying to make me feel good, and I also want to know why guys stare. (shannon lol). The worst feeling in the world is not knowing what you want. It hurts me to know that whatever i choose might hurt somebody else in a way that I cannot describe. I want to be able to know what the future holds, for me, and for the people I love. Although these are things I can't quite master yet, I hope to be able to atleast understand how I could do so, if it is even possible.
Thanks for reading:
xo
megs
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| Someone Special To Me |
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There's this guy i know who is very special to me. He makes me laugh, and pinches me to the point that i laugh even more. He's soo damn sweet and very cute too! He is the definition of what a REAL friend is... With him i can be myself. There are no pretenses or coverups. There are no games being played. We are so relaxed with one another and when I hear the door open, and see his smile......my face lights up knowing this is our time......our time to discuss, joke, tease, be serious...and to always be just who we are.....ourselves.....What a wonderful and warm feeling that is, and i truly am greatful for this great guy who makes me feel good about myself!
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| Im Courtney |
[05 Jul 2003|01:18am] |
Courtney (Matthews) Quartermaine-
Kind and somewhat naive. You like to see the good
in people until something forces you not to.
You are easy going but tend to beat yourself up
a lot and don't like to be wrong.
What General Hospital (female) Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
See whats funny is thats my fav gurl character.
ok today got up at 12, ate, got all nicely dressed to have company, then jen tells me she needs me to go to work with her, so i get all mad. then my parents come home and tell me that my grandparents arent coming over bc they are too sick, plus get this, they aren't even going to NY now with us. this trip is going down the drain. first shannon says no, then matt, now my fuckin grandparents! then i hung out with casey, dan, and jen. we played pool, ate, and the beat roller coster tycoon!! YAY!! then i talked to casey for a while, and here i am now...
xo
megs
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[04 Jul 2003|01:02am] |
This life is deff hard to understand, I mean I don't get it. People go around, doing things they want, and being things they want, but some of us, dont get what we want. Have you ever noticed that it's easier to believe the bad stuff, other than the good stuff? I dont get it how it's hard to live your life one day, but the next day goes by and it never crosses your mind. Sometimes I can't take the bad days, but instead I just think of the good days to come. I deff understand how sometimes it is difficult to live some days, and easy the others, but I think that it should always be great and worth living. I know im just going on and on..but im sorry this is called a live journal you know, and ur the dumb one to read this far. Think of someone you know that seems pretty happy about life. How would you describe their attitude? Are they kidding themselves? Are they ignoring the ugly truth about life that's right in front of their eyes and pretending that some happy fantasy world that exists only in their heads is real? Well, guess what. That is exactly how every happy person in the world acts. And the really strange thing is that it's OK. Because the reason that you are unhappy is that you have made up a fantasy world just as complete and just as removed from the "facts" of your real life. Reality is in fact neither good nor bad, it is a very plastic sort of thing that can be bent and twisted in many directions depending on your beliefs. WHAT! you say? What about THE TRUTH? Well, that's a complicated question and it gets into the meaning of life but, suffice it to say that what is REALLY going on is so strange, so complex, and so far beyond our everyday understanding, that it bears no relationship to what you think of as "reality", "truth", or "reason". I don't know how to end this, so I just will- bye
Think about this,
megs
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| It's been a while |
[25 Jun 2003|06:01pm] |
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Ok my life is going down the tubes. Shannon beat me in pool, ive been really fuckin sick, we are taking a limo now instead of the bus, im really hungry,and im broke. I knew this would be a bad week. Well today sucked also. But I really dont care anymore, just let the days pass. Hope next week is better, if not then i'll get so mad no one would want to be around me.
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| My long but short day |
[21 Jun 2003|11:21pm] |
Ok so my mom comes in my room this morning at 9. I'm like what the hell are you doing? She's like get up we gotta go. I didn't want to move. I felt sick, and my dog was gone. I hate when my dogs gone...I really missed him..but thats besides the point, so I wake up take a shower, eat left over pizza, and slowly get in the car. I was like ok mom what do we need to do that's sooooo important. She's like were going to send Julie flowers for her birthday. I was like YEAH!! But its 9:30 in the morning, couldn't she wait? Anywayz we get home, and Rocky is still gone :( He went to the drs with Jen, then he went to get a haircut...he looks soooo cute. So then my dad comes home, but im in bed...i've been really sick lately..and he yells up..come on were going, I was like hell no...so I pretended to not hear him and went back to sleep. Then I wake up and Rocky's home!! I was soo happy to see him, and he was happy to see me too! Then I went to work with Jen. BORING! Then when I came home, at dinner my dad told us that instead of the limo but we are taking a bus to New York on July 13th. So after dinner we went to look at the bus, IT WAS SOO COOL! It looks like an old fart bus, but hell i'll have enough room. Here's the list of ppl going with us:
(1) Mom
(2) Dad
(3) Grandpa
(4) Grandma
(5) Jen
(6) Matt-maybe
(7) Me
(8) Rocky
(9) Shannon-SHE BETTER COME!!
NINE PEOPLE!! But the bus fits 14!!! I can't wait! So then after we looked at the bus we came home, played 9 ball in pool, then I hit the sack I was sooo tired!
Yeah so here I am now, online playing spades haha, but thats all for now. Thanks for reading
xoxo
megs
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| Finally |
[20 Jun 2003|08:45pm] |
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Today I finally beat my dad in pool! I was so happy! I also beat Jen, Shannon and my brothers friend Mo. But im getting kinda worried because Shannon is getting better. I've been waiting for the day she kicks my ass in pool. (Hope its not soon because I love winning, who dosen't?) Um..I went to Subway for lunch and Pizza Hut for dinner...YUMMY!! Last night I went to hear The White Stripes play...they were good I thought..but anyways. But im off to do something...its boring around here.Thanks for reading.
xoxo
megs
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| This Life Is More Than Just A Read Thru |
[19 Jun 2003|07:15pm] |
Welcome to my Journal. I will try to update it as much as I can, or when I have interesting news to share with you guys. Jen- Thanks for the code. Shannon- Thanks for helping me figure this thing out. I really appreciate it! In case you were all wondering, my journal title is from the Red Hot Chili Peppers song called Can't Stop. Well, hang in there while I figure this journal out. It will be bad in the beginning, but bare with me untill I make it all colorful. Thanks for reading.
xoxo
megs
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